Hey out there. So I have no money and I need to move back into my parents house. I can save money and they aren't going to charge me money so that's a plus. It will kind of suck well it will suck but hey what can you do. I mean money makes the world go round. Even though we say it doesn't. Besides in a few months I'll probably move again. That's just the way I am. I'm sure there is some reason why I move so much. I mean emotionally. Well can't figure it out now so what am I to do. Ooop got to go I have to change my laundry.

                                                 Yours Truly,

                                                    Steven

Hey everyone. So I have some issuees with my site. Maybe I'll be able to fix them someday. I don't really feel like my site gives you any idea of who I am. But it's cool. So I have no love interest, well except for Elijah Wood he always going to be a love interest, but any way's.Work is ok, a lot of people feel that I put up with too much crap with my job. I mean it was going great and then I realized the nice attitudes from everyone was just a cover for screwing me over and making feel ok about it. So I'm going to look into doing another part time job being a waiter. My music is going nowhere. I have music block. I can't seem to write any songs. Which is ver sad. :( But it's ok. 

    Padfoot showed Wormtail and myself the new Harry Potter trailer. What is it with film makers. Do they want us all in prison or just hell. Those children should be hidden from the rest of the world. No child should be that good looking. And is it just me or did Hermione get really pretty? So anyway the movie looks like the coolest movie yet. The graphics look good the actors are awsome, and it's Harry Potter. SO that pretty much makes it a good movie in my book. I will try not to think about how long we have till it comes out.

    I will start working out like crazy soon. First I have to rehydrate myself. I want to start modeling again. This time I'll try harder to find work. Then I can go to acting and singing from there. Everday I get excited because it's one day closer to leaving this place and heading to California. I miss the beach so much, and I love big cities. Thankfully my friends plan to move with me so I won't be alone. This is very good. But I will miss a lot of things here to. Not enough to make me feel sad about leaving just enough to make not move right this second.  Ok well that is all I have for now so bye.

                                    Steven

Well my party went off with a bang. Thank you to all my buddy who showed up to make it a wonderful day. My work sucks ass. I feel like I sold my soul to the corporation. I've lost most of my life to work. Please don't let this happen to you. I now what to be a singer more than ever. I will make it very soon. If not as a singer I will make it as a actor. I can't stand these crappy jobs that everyone does. For those of you who do these crappy jobs I give you more respect than anything in the whole world. Well I hope to take a great and fun vacation this summer to Cali. It will be wonderful. I love being 21. I really haven't done much. I went bar hopping in my b-day and had 11 shots. Well lets just say I wasn't happy yesterday. My work scheduled me to work and I told them that I wasn't coming in seeing as to how I asked for that day off a month ago. So I didn't wake up in time to make it my phone is shut off and so that means I didn't call. Well when I went in today my work said I was very lucky to have my job and I was getting a write up. Needless to say they were dissappointed at my lack of responsibility. Well I have worked with the flu twice, I worked with pink eye on valentines day, and I work every holiday, day before a holiday and day after every holiday. I have worked here for 8 almost 9 months and still haven't gotten my raise or review. It sucks. I hate work. I also didn't get the manager position they told me to interview for. Instead they offered the position to a girl outside of the company. They gave it to her a month before they told me to apply and were waiting for the right time to get her out to our store. Aint that nice. Ok well I complained plenty enough tonight. Thanks for your time.

                                    Steven

My computer is pissing me off grrr. Ok well my buddy is on his way to fight the war in Iraq. Up until now the war really hasn't affected me. But it's cool I will do my best to protect and watch ober him. Besides he is smart and fast so I'm sure he'll be fine. Otherwise I have my birthday in a week. 21 yay. I can out and drink soon. My friends are truly the best and have been here for me through all my emotional bullshit. Some of it is from my meds I'm sure. So I greatly appreciate them more than they will ever know. Well I must go buy pants. Possibly hot ones. lol.

                                                Steve